Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @ 11:15 AM
oh. conference for benny hinn has come to an end. seriously, i miss him.
he is such a great man of God. his conference has now marked a significant turning point in my life.(which is what i wanted and been praying for.)
God is really someone who answers prayers. i simply love Him.
anyway, the three night service was really awesome! no. awesome is not a word good enough to describe what i felt from the starting of friday service till the last moment on sunday's. the presence of God filled my spiritual being all over again. the richness of the presence of God, the pure-ness of God's glory and the power of his anointing. its been long since i felt God is such a tangible way. (yeah. i kinda backslided spiritually for the past many months. and i am not afraid to say it cos i am back with God now. who cares abt my past other then satan)
God gave me a new vision. if not, reminded me of all the past dreams that i have. he showed me a cross and a little figure of a person kneeling down in front of the cross, praying and worshipping the Lord. something in my spirit triggerred off when i saw that and said, "yes God. thats what i wanna do for the rest of my life" following that, the love for God within me got renewed instantly.
this experience just swept me off my feet.
another thing that really impacted me was the christians from China went up on stage to talk to pst benny. their hunger got me so so motivated that i cried quite alot(considering that i am not a girl that cry easily). tears just kept flowing down from my eyes. seeing their passion and desperate cry, i felt like a loser. all along i had been treating God like rubbish for the past many months when i ignored and slided away from him. i remember days when i prayed it is always when i have a need. not becos i just wanna love him. however,through this, i realised God's love for me is so much far greater then i could ever imagine. though i slided away from him, he still called me his own.
Lord, i thank you for my breakthrough. Amen.
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